I summon you.

Oh, life.

2007-03-24T06:20:21Z

A lot of time has passed since the last time I posted an entry here, and I can tell.

I've probably the entire world to tell you about, but you should've known by now: I like to keep to myself.

I will tell you that college is neat. Even CCC! I have 56 credits now, and I only need 90-something before I can move on from there. To where, I don't know; I don't really have any direction.

But I'm HAPPY!

loyal1 @ 2004-10-04T21:35:00

2004-10-05T04:50:24Z

I was watching the football game earlier, and they played the Chilis as background music. I made everyone in my house who was fighting about whether kansas city or baltimore was better shut up, just to make sure I was really hearing it. "Suck My Kiss", definitely, it was awesome.

Blazer season is a month away, my life will be complete again!

loyal1 @ 2004-10-03T10:46:00

2004-10-03T18:11:29Z

Oh man, last night was Nick's party...hey, I didn't give you your gift, by the way, oh well I'll get it to you later. Oh and now I can write on the card because I didn't have a pen before. Right on. Because a card with nothing written on it and money is the most impersonal gift ever.
Well, it was cool! Even though I knew just about 0 people. Oh yeah and I didn't feel too great for a while...not the best way to meet people, I'm sure I came across as the most boring person ever. Being shy sucks, too, it just adds to the boring image. And I was like having hearing problems, because Robbie? I think that's his name, would say something to me and I would consistently uh..not hear him. Anyway, I started feeling better at the end when I was sitting out on the deck, thanks, most likely, to the people who were sitting out there that were nice and highly amusing. And now I know some movies that I should see, oh boy!
I have to go get ready to wash cars, I'm so excited! Not really.

loyal1 @ 2004-09-30T21:23:00

2004-10-01T04:45:41Z

Boys are more likely than girls to kick a starburst laying in the middle of the hall. It was a very intensive study...many starbursts were lost. But oh boy, it was extremely entertaining. For a minute.
In other news: Mount St. Helens is going to blow up. Now you know... on Tuesday, because I've got money on it.
Oh if you have nothing better to do on Sunday at around 4:00, then come to the McDonald's parking lot by Jamba Juice and...Albertsons? over there, and give me money to wash your car. Well not me, Key Club, but I will wash your car. Don't really, but I don't do anything else for the club, and I'm on the board so I'll promote and such in my journal for the fun of it.
I want to be the person who decides what is important enough to put in the Spanish dictionary, so that's plan B if meteorology doesn't work out for me.
I heard the Chili Peppers on the radio this morning and it made me very happy.
I'm interesting...
Not really.
But football is, and I am going to the game at Milwaukie tomorrow, yes.

Under the tree at school

2004-09-30T05:12:22Z

I love how I get to color the continents different colors for a homework assignment. Funny that the test I had in this same class was harder than the tests in most other classes.
So today was one of those kind of long, not so great days...but then it was OK because it was good for someone else. Plus my dad picked us up in his old truck. Oh and Wednesday is always good for a new episode of That '70s Show. Chemistry is always good for a firework show. Physics was better because it was more like a math class...hey I need to finish my math assignment.
Uhh..Happy Birthday, Nick. I don't know how many times I need to say that, I'm done now.

Go team.
OH, speaking of teams, the Blazers signed Theo Ratliff for 4 more years. Yes! That's good stuff, I think. I know.

Mellowship Slinky in B Major

2004-08-31T03:35:50Z

I had a little 2 hour band camp today and I didn't forget how to play pep music. That's good news because the first football game is a week from Friday, and our band is pretty small this year it seems, so I need to play ok. OK so it doesn't really matter because you can't hear flutes in the loud atmosphere of a football game anyway, but still.

Oh! So before that I went to Wherehouse and sold a whole bunch of my CDs, well not a whole bunch, really, but i got $32.25 store credit and bought Blood Sugar Sex Magik (which, I fail at life for not already having it) and a dvd: Red Hot Chili Peppers Live at Slane Castle. yes! It is glorious, the CD is glorious ("Suck My Kiss" is an awesome song) oh yeah and "Naked in the Rain"..glorious. The Red Hot Chili Peppers blow my mind and melt my face off.
They didn't take 7 of my CDs, I could have gotten Mother's Milk. Oh man and i need to get the Greatest Hits/Videos thing, too.

I have band camp again tomorrow. 3:30-5:30, that's a good time to do something... I get home in time to watch Weakest Link.

loyal1 @ 2004-08-28T22:34:00

2004-08-29T05:46:15Z

Three 10.0s for Despatie!
..what!? That guy got four!
Who's going to win gold?
GO ALEX!!

Hey Caitlin, I got to watch him in the motel before the Steens. He's definitely my no. 2 (good eye).
...and they really were called the Steens.

I like to watch the olympics.

loyal1 @ 2004-08-26T16:58:00

2004-08-27T00:05:11Z

I don't think I have very many classes with people that I'd like to have classes with...only a couple that I know of.
My schedule:
1- US Hist 3-4 AP owensby
2- Pre Calc elliott
3- Amer Lit Hon jarmer
4- Environ Sci mcintire
2nd lunch

5- Psychology mobley
6- Span 3-4 kleiner
7- Wind Ensmble wilson
8- Chem 1-2 Hon judy
1st lunch

I think I kind of wanted Prenger for spanish again. Oh well.

Standing in line to see the show tonight

2004-08-20T21:43:59Z

Joe met another girl.

"By the Way": great video!! HAHAHAHAHAHA.

2004-08-18T22:47:06Z

check out the tomato that we grew...

AHHHHHH!

loyal1 @ 2004-08-16T02:50:00

2004-08-16T09:52:01Z

oh boy that took me forever.

loyal1 @ 2004-08-14T13:05:00

2004-08-14T20:41:51Z

so i was at my dad's for 4 days, no computer, and there were tons of journal entries that i missed that i read when i got home...and it took forever. um...i'm glad that you and michelle are back together spencer... cilla, have fun in sunriver!...and i think that ralph is a cool name for your hamster, jenny. jacob...crap i forgot what i was going to say. oh yeah, i'll miss you too, just in case i'm one of the ladies that you'll miss from milwaukie. and nick (and kyle?) i'd definitely like a cd, even though i have no idea about your band at all. much. but you have a band and that's awesome. maybe i'll even like it. anyway...
caitlin, stefanie and i went down to waterfront yesterday for the bite and it was really cool. we got free peanut butter and jelly and watched death cab, they were good. haha, stefanie got molested by an octopus. oh man and we saw john kerry riding on his bike. there were tons of good looking males there, i saw one guy that looked like a young colin firth...and at least two guys that reminded me of john frusciante. yes. we ran into diana, bridget, and sara, and diana let me try her quite gross sour drink..stuff. maybe it was worse because i had gum in my mouth. that was a lot of fun and i owe you $1.50, stefanie. thanks for the ice cream.
oh yeah and caitlin, we suck pretty bad at mario party. last place losers. ahh well.

i like dirt. and this is long.

2004-08-09T07:12:01Z

so i talked to cilla on thursday and said that she could come over on friday..and that we were going to the beach for a surfing competition on saturday. to my surprise, she was up for it! so we decided to go to buffalo exchange on friday, and that we would ask kaylee to go along because she seemed really cool to me, and the more the merrier. so it turns out that she could come, too. we did some shopping and p-nash got another lovely jacket, which i am most jealous of. we waited for my mom to pick us up in a vintage furniture shop, and they had a coke thing that i need for my (small) collection there but it was a little spendy, plus theres no way it would fit in the trunk of my car. i definitely need to shop there when i get my own place.
then we were going to take kaylee home, but decided last minute that i should ask my mom if she could come with us to my house and to the beach. she said that she wanted to, but her mom wasnt home. so cilla and i came back to my house, had dinner while watching that '70s show, she helped me fold my clothes, then kaylee called and said that she could come..so we went back and got her. there was a really pretty rainbow on the way there...and some really freaky looking clouds on the way back. tornadoes. suck. and i wont ever quit worrying about them.
we get back here and played a whole bunch of card games, forever. i am in love with upstairs downstairs!!..i dont think ive ever played so many card games in one sitting, i didnt even know that there were so many. we also played fooseball, darts, roulette, listened to some good old rejects, alkaline trio, tbs, and some other stuff probably. kaylee beat me at fooseball! and to think, i thought i was the best. i was wrong. and i think she was the best at darts, too! yeah we stayed up until about 5 talking and it was a lot of fun even though my doors dont lock.
staying up until early in the morning was fun except that we had to get up early in the morning, too. so after maybe 4 hours of sleep we awake (kaylee to a mysterious pop can next to her sleeping bag...who knows where it came from?!). k-rad braided all of our hair, then we were off to the beach. in the car we tried to think of all the bands we could that started with each letter of the alphabet..yeah i dont think we did too great with that. kenny chesney! haha. but it took up some time. and when we passed beaverton we all took a second to think about jacob, took a picture to prove that we were thinking about him. guess what we listened to in the car!?...none other than the fabulous chili peppers!! yeehaw. we stopped at a little store and there was a sign that said "bathroom blue building"..the blue building was a port-a-pottie. haha! and who knew that they make watermelon tootsie pops!? i didnt. maybe im behind in the times. anyway so we get into tillamook and cilla says that she'd never been to the cheese factory. so we had to make a stop there, it wasnt too far out of the way. i wasnt feeling that great, so we didnt stay long. theres a lot of cheese there, never fails to amaze me.
get to the surfing competition...alive, despite doubts..i dont think we saw any surfing, but tons of surfers. and p-nash just so happened to hit the best looking male there with the frisbee. haha, playing frisbee was fun. we did other fun stuff, too: climbed up a hill, i didnt think that i'd make it but it wasnt so bad...body surfed! yes, thumbs up!! x 59 billion !!. it was that cool. i thought for sure that it would be extremely cold but it was fine. i got sun burnt...whats new? nothing. the beach was great, hanging out was great...thanks p-nash and k-rad for putting up with the peppers, me saying "sorry" too much, and the rock tumbler.
i dont want no scrub..

today i learned how to play the beginning part of "californication" on my guitar. it's really easy, and i thought that it might be.. so that made it easy to give it a try. that and the fact that its my favorite song. ive also got a part of Fru's awesome solo down. not a huge accomplishment, but i love how it actually sounds like it, when i get it right...1 time out of 10.

caitlin i got your message just now because i decided that i would check my messages..the phone was sitting right next to my MJ action figure here, screaming to be picked up. and though it may seem that you're neglected...i'm still planning on going to my dad's house soon and i'd love to have you over there, too. i'm bringing jody so that might be fun. you can help me keep her occupied. seems it should be the other way around. hm..and are we still going to see death cab with stefanie down at waterfront!? haha oh man that was the best message ever.

maybe i watch a little too much TV

2004-08-04T06:19:00Z

i had a dream about ezra ezzard from the subway commercial.

...he stepped on the geico gecko.

loyal1 @ 2004-08-01T23:04:00

2004-08-02T06:12:42Z

there are four johns listed in my interests.
my newest love: John Frusciante (guitarist, RHCP)
i just really love that band.
i started a drawing of john already. horrible as any, so far. yet i keep on drawing...
i am going to go make an icon of him right now.

i did absolutely nothing today.

"but not a real green dress, that's cruel"

2004-08-01T06:41:39Z

i made $20 "catering" for a wedding reception today.
but i dont think i earned it because i didn't do much of anything besides eat the food that was there.

my face/head, my left arm and my right hand got burnt today by the stifling sun. way hot. but i am inspired by the flugtag.

i want to see the village.

Jacket Love

2004-07-31T04:37:29Z

P-Nash, i want your jacket! hahahaha.
good, good, good times.

"p-nash has had her shoes since dinosaurs" i do remember the song!

yeah so i can hardly keep up with you, you flip through the racks like a...cheetah. you fast MANIAC.
oh yeah by the way, i want your hot jacket. you're so hot. in that jacket.

and you can't go wrong with 10 for $1. especially when they're such cool colors.

wednesday was very cool. the halls, at school, will never be the same without you, jacob. a lot of things will probably be different..in a not so good way. but hey, you've been great.
and there were great people there..nice meeting you jamie! go blazers!! ha ha, oh man i'll never get over it. kaylee, if you read this (i dont think you do), the pictures are cool.

yeah and thanks for finally going on a date with me to red robins p-nash! i'll try to call you from the...whatever it is that's going on tomorrow. the flying vehicle races..into the wonderful willamette river. maybe i'll be able to find you or something.

loyal1 @ 2004-07-23T14:58:00

2004-07-23T21:59:18Z

there's a bad moon on the rise.

2004-07-16T06:00:46Z

i'll be gone camping until monday, somewhere way up in washington. i've got my dvd player charged and 4 movies rented for the long drive. exciting. except that i couldn't find Dead Alive...i've been wanting to see that since it was recommended to me.

one eye taken for an eye.

p.s. when i get back, cilla and i are going to red robins!
there.

loyal1 @ 2004-07-14T03:27:00

2004-07-14T10:46:34Z

i had a pretty cool day.
so after golf, i went to go pick up jenny so that she could come over. and it turns out she was going to go to this concert, but decided not to. then we decided that we would, in fact, go. so we stopped by GI Joe's to pick up a ticket for me. jenny has cool initials (felt the need to throw that in there).
we were supposed to meet kim and michelle there. thought for a bit that they werent going to come, but they showed up and they are real cool. but you guys missed the best band!
steel train is an amazing band. they have so much talent, and they were tons of fun. this one guy was dancing like a moron, one of the band guys said that we all needed to have a good time like him, and one of the guys in the band talked about the No Child Left Behind Act. ha ha. then i met two of the people from the band and one of them signed my ticket. so yeah the concert was a lot of fun, even though i didnt know any of the bands. and one of the members of hellogoodbye was wearing little orange shorts.
jenny is a lot of fun and she played guitar for me, a lot better than i did for her. she is still here and to her i say: thanks for coming over because you're awesome and i would never have went to the concert and..had fun there.

i think we downed a whole bag of chex mix. which isnt a hard thing to do. tomorrow brings more fun with jenny.
and maybe golfing later? i dont know, i told some 12 year olds that i would be there.
oh yeah we took some pictures...goofing off.
http://community.webshots.com/user/listenaswego

loyal1 @ 2004-07-12T23:38:00

2004-07-13T06:42:39Z

i am serious, see.

NBANBANBANBANBANBANBANBA
i bleed it.

not really, it's not that bad.

loyal1 @ 2004-07-11T00:40:00

2004-07-11T08:11:57Z

Name: Rachael Amy
Nickname: ..rach. i need one.
Birthday: jan. 25th
Birthplace: Oregon city

=Now=

Current mood: decent
Current music: july for kings
Current taste: ‘ronies. ha ha
Current hair: pony
Current clothes: jeans, “follow me to… California” t-shirt
Current annoyance: mosquito bites
Current smell: vanilla lemon? strange
Current thing I ought to be doing: cleaning for company:jenny
Current windows open: mine is always open some, or are we talking computer windows?
Current desktop picture: lebron james, sebastian telfair…its way cool
Current favorite band: verve pipe, goo goo dolls
Current book: sunshine
Current cd in stereo: good mourning
Current crush: ..joe
Current favorite celeb: danny masterson, martin lawrence
Current hate: off season

DO YOU:
Have a dream that keeps coming back?: when i am sick…I always dream about a giant walnut chasing me
Remember your first love?: I used to always write that I loved people, all over everything. But I didn’t. you know like… I <3 (name) on my homework and stuff. why?
Still love him/her?: none of them.
Read the newspaper?: sports page everyday
Have any gay or lesbian friends?: yes
Believe in miracles?: sure
Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever?: yeah
Consider yourself tolerant of others?: yes
Consider love a mistake?: ..no
Like the taste of alcohol?: hardly
Have a favorite candy?: taffy…and gobstoppers, and twix. Ahh man I love it all.
Believe in astrology?: not really
Believe in magic?: that guy that can lift himself off of the ground, is believable
Believe in God?: ..i believe in something. So sure.
Have any pets: jody, poon, eduardo, gypsy, spike, gidgit, swimmy, big bob
Have any piercing?: I do, 5.
Hate yourself: no
Have an obsession?: tv..sadly and tiger woods pga tour 2004. and the BLAZERS no.1
Have a secret crush?: maybe a little, is there a way around it?
Have a best friend?: Caitlin.
Wish on stars?: I have
Care about looks?: I have cared more before
=Love life=

First crush: JJ is the first I can remember
Single or attached?: I don’t like to do surveys because I don’t know how to answer this question…and its always in the survey.
Ever been in love?: yes
Do you believe in love at first sight?: not really

Describe your ideal significant other: a steven hyde who likes sports

=Juicy stuff=

Have you ever played a game that required removal of clothing?: yes
Have you ever been intoxicated?: yeah, regrettably
Favorite place to be kissed?: I don’t know
Shy to make the first move?: very

=Word association=

Rubber: bands
Rock: chairs. Rocking chairs.
Green: eyes
Wet: football
Cry: like an eagle. ??
Peanut: bagels
Hey: pep band
Cold: my feet, always
Steamy: cars with people doing it in them
Fast: Maurice Green
Rain: seattle

=Appearence=

Hair: its like brown..blonde. im not sure
Eyes: blue
Height: 5’4”

=Last thing you...=

Bought: a load of stuff from goodwill
Ate & Drank: pepperoni and mountain dew
Read: trade rumors
Watched on TV: john bruce!

=Either/Or=

Club or Houseparty: house
Beer or Cider: cider?
Drinks or Shots: ?
Cats or Dogs: its hard now that I have both
Single or Taken: ..taken, if that’s what this is
Pen or Pencil: pen
Gloves or Mittens: ..i cant remember having mittens
Food or Candy: candy
Cassette or CD: cd
Coke or Pepsi: coke rules my life.
This or That: this

=Last person you...=
Talked to: my mom
Hugged: ? my mom
Instant Messaged: uh, spencer
Kissed: my mom,Ha ha… actually I am serious.
=Where do you...=

Eat: senor tacos.. Mexican food!
Cry: at home, I guess
Wish you were: mexico

=Have you ever...=

Dated one of your best friends? No
Drank alcohol? yes
Done drugs? no
Broken the law? Yeah I guess
Run away from home? Not mine
Broken a bone? Finger, maybe
Played Truth Or Dare? Yes
Kissed someone you didn't know? no
Been in a fight? ..not a physical one
Come close to dying? I was in a crazy car accident.

=What is=

The most embarrassing CD in your collection?: ha ha there are quite a few that could be if I cared a little more.
Your bedroom like?: ..sports. and well I guess ‘tis random
Your favorite thing for breakfast? A banana
Your favorite restaurant?: a Mexican one

=Random questions=

What's on your bedside table?: I don’t have one
What do you eat when you raid the fridge late at night?: I usually raid the drawer with chips and crap in it
What is your secret guaranteed weeping movie?: hm…maybe..stepmom?
If you could have plastic surgery, what would you have done?: I wouldn’t do it…but I guess theres stuff to be done
What is your biggest fear?: death of someone close to me, not so much dying
What feature are you most insecure about?: my arms and things
Do you ever have to beg?: I guess
Are you a pyromaniac?: no
Do you have too many love interests?: no?
Crushes?: ..joe
Do you know anyone famous?: I met clyde drexler, buck williams...and the rejects. But I don’t know them
Spontaneous or plain?: well…plain I think.
Do you know how to play poker?: yes, 2 ways
What do you carry with you at all times?: nothing
How do you drive?: better than J
What do you miss most about being little?: TROLLS, and having a good amount of friends
Are you happy with your given name?: its still weird to me, that my name is Rachael. I guess its fine.
How much money would it take to get you to give up the Internet for one year?: $40
What color is your bedroom?: white and wood
What was the last song you were listening to?: saint joe
Have you ever been in a play?: the one that the whole class was in in like 6th grade
Who are your good friends?: Caitlin, Stefanie…joe. All of my friends are good ones, I think, just not close
Do you talk a lot?: every so often
Do you like yourself and believe in yourself?: most of the time
Do you think you're cute?: no
Do you consider yourself to be a nice person?: yeah, most of the time
Do you spend more time with your girlfriend, boyfriend, or your friends?: ..friends

that was entertaining, i am sure.

survey, again.
does ANYONE know the difference between a highway and a freeway?

well i am excited!! because jenny is coming over tomorrow, as far as i know...it's actually going to work out.
and then caitlin and i, and maybe hilery are going to hang out..here maybe, later. so that you can see Jody, caitlin! J told me to have more people over, so im sure you can come over anytime that i dont have golf. except for next weekend because we're going camping in washington. how about wednesday or thursday?! i dont know. you're right, i should call you. it would be nice if i lived next door and not across the river. shouldve moved into mr. SPRAWL's house, ha ha.
tissue, anyone?

loyal1 @ 2004-07-07T23:03:00

2004-07-08T06:30:13Z

"the blazers' love affair for all things telfair"
ha ha.
guess you'd have to care.

so i went to goodwill with my mom today and bought '70s furniture for the shed.
now i am kind of cool like eric forman. except he usually has people in his basement. and my place isnt a basement.
ok, it just reminded me of forman's basement.

and i got a punching bag there. so half of the shed is like a gym or something, it has darts and a little basketball hoop thing and the punching bag. i got a poster of allen iverson, too. i dont really even like him that much but i like the NBA and the size of the poster, and it was only $.95

i think its a locker poster. im bringing it to school the first day, i think it would take up the whole inside of the locker, man. i hope you like iverson, caitlin.
oh man, im talking about school already.

so now my room is all clean, and the shed...ready for someone to come over. anytime..

and i thought it wouldnt come down to this.

loyal1 @ 2004-07-07T14:40:00

2004-07-07T21:42:37Z

You are GUTS. You love to be "xtreme"
and you love peril. You probably enjoy a good
sip of Gatorade now and then, too.

Which old school Nickelodeon show are you?
brought to you by Quizilla

good show.

yeah i havent called you yet, caitlin. but i think you can come over soon, we are not doing anything anytime soon around here...so we've got time.
but Jody is getting bigger. not good.

loyal1 @ 2004-07-04T13:16:00

2004-07-04T20:17:48Z

Things I Love
--Living Things--
Family members I love are...: my mom! dad, jamie, jake, julie, steve, joy, ellen, rick, justin
Pets I love are...: jody, poon, eduardo, gidgit, gypsy, spike, swimmy, big bob...and sassy. little kitty.
Friends I love are...: caitlin, stefanie, joe, jenny, spencer, cilla, jacob, avery, amy...natalie, tiana, kim...diana, lorena, nick? i love you all at least a little. yeah.
That Special Someone I love is...: Joe
Flowers I love are...: the little purple/blue ones, roses
Animals I love are...: sea otters, my pets
--Things in the Media--
Movies I love are...: Nothing To Lose, Radio, National Security, Men In Black, 28 Days Later, the perfect score, MULTIPLICITY.
Books I love are...: Choke, The Perks of Being a Wallflower, Fight Club, Bud Not Buddy
Songs I love are...: "saint joe on the school bus", "photograph", "sick cycle carousel", "slide", "armageddon", "colorful", "horror with eyeballs"...oh man
Bands or singers I love are...: goo goo dolls, verve pipe, foo fighters, U2, red hot chili peppers, vertical horizon, the calling, alkaline trio, lifehouse, midtown, alanis morissette, better than ezra..tons
--Senses--
Smells I love are...: cinnamon, lemon, vanilla...rain hitting asphault. oh man and more bands and a singer!!..the steve miller band! nelly!..and the wallflowers.
Sounds I love are...: instruments. like tubas. "the blazers are ahead by 15"... does not include: my dog barking it's head off.
Tastes I love are...: CHEX MIX. strawberry banana smoothies, popcorn. pop.
Sights I love are...: lights reflecting, golf balls landing on the green in one, bruce lee.
Touches I love are...: touches. ha ha. thats just funny for some reason...i like the way my..head feels against my fluffed up pillow...sprinklers. and frogs feel cool...people's hair.
--Times--
The time (like 1 p.m. or something) I love is...: 7:00 on all days except sunday.
The month I love is...: september? march.
The day (Monday, Tuesday, etc.) I love is...: they're all the same in the summer. it seems.
The holiday I love is...: the 4th of july, lucky me today!
MOST IMPORTANT!
The thing I love most about life is...: being outside...and feeling like i've never felt before.

it's just a survey.